Thursday, October 28, 2010

The enternal aspect of lifes being

When i sit and daze into the outer world of myself being, i am confused of what i am really on the inside. scared, lonley, and confused. Trapped like a mouse in a maze, not knowing the out come of the road i have just choosen. my heart beats fast, fast and fasters. I'm so alone. I wish i knew the thought of others, I feel as I would be more at ease  if i just knew a little. But what if its not? what if i cant handle the thought of others! what if it really drives me insane? do I really wanna know? a part of me does and a part of me wants nothing to do with them thoughts. There  it is again, to be scared, lonley and confused.